hey, so i just asked tumblr to fill my inbox with any questions that they might have. i like doing stuff like this, it feels so much more engaging than just typing cold responses to anonymous strangers. let me know if you want more stuff like this. but yeah, without further ado here's over a half hour of me answering random questions.
august 10, 2016 07:24 pm
here's another song that i wrote a while ago ago but never actually showed anyone. i wrote it back in 2014, the recording is probably from sometime in 2015. sorry that i do that so often. i write and record a lot of things, sometimes they just lost and forgotten about in old folders on my computer. anyway, you can have it for free if you want.
i lie in my bed, with the things i thought that we said
and try to pretend that everything was dead
but you wanted to be in anyone else's life, right?
and i will forget i'm anyone else's type, right?
i'm nervous
and yeah, i've been talking to someone else
i really think it helps this all feel like it's over soon
say goodbye
august 06, 2016 05:22 pm
"help!", his mind yelled. "it's coming back again!". he clenched his fist until it became as tight as the muscles in his stomach, digging each of his nails deep into the softest part of his palm. this isn't the first time that he felt this way and it certainly wouldn't be the last.
but, isn't that the point? isn't that why you're here? to let go of something? to let go of the concept that you are further away from something than you would like to be? letting go can be difficult but, i promise, it starts with loosening your fist.
what a beautiful body, creating chemicals from nothing in an attempt to protect you. what a perfect mind, doing exactly as it should.
it took you so long to appreciate the subtle way that it grew. if only it came as naturally as falling in love with the feeling of it being destroyed.
april 25, 2016 12:35 am
here's a short song that i wrote and recorded a long time ago but never actually shared with anyone. i found it on my computer recently and thought that i'd give it away for free. i doubt this thing will show up on any future albums anyway.
a house, a home, a window
you were here before the floorboards broke
in on themselves like black holes
are the promises you keep
just for people that you want
because you can't read any of our old conversations
but i read them so often it's like we still talk
december 20, 2015 05:40 pm
two tracks recorded in october of 2015. it rained for the first time in what felt like months. the rain has always felt light to me, even when it weighs heavy on your clothes. some of my favorite memories include admiring a storm much stronger than i am.
i want to smell the rain forever. i want the wind to blow so strongly that i can barely stand. i want to hear it in the trees when i'm trying to sleep.
a short video clip of me working on this piece.